Sunday, 29 July 2012

Lyrics of my Heart - 2

One step close

A very good … depends on what time you are reading. Hey no points for guessing where I am.  Of course on the way to my first joining, a new place, new faces, new climate ... blaa blaa blaa. When you will be reading this, probably I will be in front of my BOSS whirling around his chair. But right now I am inside AC first class enjoying the IRCTC’s hot coffee and some biscuits. And still with my past memories haunting me. But trying my best to bring complete agility inside… J

Last post I had urged about a question at the bottom. The last line of my previous post was “now that I have bagged two jobs in my campus, but still a question arises.”

The question is now which should I go for. Two new roads ahead of me with what destination, I don’t know. But I have to make a choice. I have to choose something you know. And I can’t hit the bushes also. Probably many of you would now say that “go ask your seniors, do some research and etc, why asking some rubbish here”. Of course it is a good start but guys just think out, can you choose between a “PANEER KADAI” and “SAHI PANEER” kept before you with so ease. Hey but subject to the condition that you have never tasted it before. You can't trust someone here unless you taste both. From far everything looks good. You get the real insight when you go near it, when you yourself live it.

However I have decided. And I pray to Almighty GOD to bless me on my decision. Anyway the confusion arising in these situations has its source in greed of wanting better and jealously. Of course one will always go for better but nothing is perfect on this earth. A moon has a bright and a dark side both. When you have more than one option you become so confused, but think one who has only one option doesn’t care much. He seems to be so happy that you yourself become jealous sometimes looking at him. I am telling these because I have experienced these times. And I must tell you confronting these situations become so much difficult that sometimes you wish you also had one option. But with two options in you both hands you don’t realize that you are in a better situation.

I have taken my path but still not satisfied with it. I still doubt whether I have taken the right decision or not. Sometimes I doubt myself also on seeing others success. Sometimes I also think that how good it would have been if I had been there instead of her/him. But then I think perhaps Almighty has this in store for me.

So still I ask this question to myself how and what to decide when you have two options ahead of you …… With some discontent in my heart and some disappointment in actions I look forward to my new journey from here on.

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So meet you next SUNDAY with my one more exciting first week experience of corporate life. Until then enjoy your August monsoon and I will cut my cake. Stay happy. Stay healthy.

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